Am I this body of thoughts in my mind? no. One
gets a little closer to his thoughts than to anything
else, and it's a little harder to untangle this. But if he
watches and studies closely enough, the thoughts
come to me. I accept or reject them.
That which accepts or rejects them is different from the thought.
And then I finally reach this point where I find that
I must be this something, in some sense, different
from other people. I'm not the mind, I'm not the
feelings, I'm not the body—that I see. But I surely
am, I surely am an individual, apart from others.
now what you've gotten a hold of is a very
difficult fellow—it's your ego. He can sneak around
and confuse you like the dickens. You can spend
years trying to get behind him. And what you do,
you can get into an infinite regression. you look at
your ego. All right, here am I and all of a sudden it
dawns upon you that that which is looking at the
ego is really the I. So you stick that one out in front.
you look at it again, but then you realize it couldn't
be, because here is a something that is observable.
At last it finally dawns that I AM THAT which is
never an object before Consciousness. And mayhap,
at that moment, in your analysis—the Heavens will open.
Franklin Merrell-Wolff, from "The Induction"
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