Sunday, June 14, 2026
Tuesday, June 2, 2026
Chuck Surface - These days
These days it doesn’t matter to me,
Who or what created this universe;
Such considerations are not pondered,
Left to friends who revel in theory.
These days I’ve left off wondering,
Whether any religion is true or false,
For all seem to me, articles of faith,
Left to friends who take shelter there.
These days the mind has given up,
Struggling to grasp the Ungraspable,
Having joined the Heart at the Tavern,
Drunk on the Wine of wordless cognition.
These days metaphysical ponderings,
Have lost their former glamour,
And I find that only one thing matters...
What it Feels like to be Alive.
Not the what, why, how, and wherefore,
Arising within the mind, after the fact,
But the Experience of Existence, Here,
In the Immediacy of Timeless Now,
Not what the body feels like, being alive,
Not thought, imagination, or emotion,
But deep within my deepest Interiority,
At the Heart of my Essential Aliveness…
What does it Feel like to be alive.
And in that Placeless Place, Before Time,
The answer is Fullness and Completion,
Untouched, Unmoving, impenetrable,
By the vicissitudes of manifest creation.
While pleasures and pains ebb and flow,
While storms of emotion roil and still,
Amidst manifestation’s Beauty and Horror,
Here, in the Heart of being, it Feels like…
Love
Aram Shaly - Always One.
At first, it seems as if there is a seeker and something to be found. a path appears. a journey begins. questions arise.
Who am I? Where did I come from? What is reality?
Years may be spent searching through philosophy, religion, science, meditation, and experience.
Yet the final discovery is astonishing:
What was being sought was never absent.
The seeker was searching for its own source, just as a wave searches for the ocean while never having left it.
Truth is not an achievement. It is not something gained. It is not a destination reached at the end of a long road.
Rather, it is the recognition that there was never any distance between yourself and what you were seeking.
The journey ends where it began.
And in that moment it becomes clear:
No one arrived. Nothing was attained. Nothing was added.
Only the illusion of separation dissolved.
The traveler, the path, and the destination were always one.
Thursday, May 21, 2026
Hermann Hesse - One with all being
"We must become so alone, so utterly alone, that we withdraw into our innermost self. It is a way of bitter suffering. But then our solitude is overcome . . . We are no longer alone, for we find that our innermost self is the spirit, that it is God, the indivisible. And suddenly we find ourselves in the midst of the world, yet undisturbed by its multiplicity, for in our innermost soul we know ourselves to be one with all being." ~Hermann Hesse
(“It was morning; through the high window, I saw the pure, bright blue of the sky as it hovered cheerfully over the long roofs of the neighboring houses. It too seemed full of joy, as if it had put on its finest clothes for the occasion." ~Hermann Hesse)
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Tuesday, April 28, 2026
Frederick Franck - In the silence of drawing
Saturday, March 21, 2026
Miriam Louisa Simons - Canto from the lockdown cave
Saturday, March 14, 2026
Monica Dayakar - "The Enlightened One"
The number of times that I've been told... So if you've understood this...( whaaaaaaaat ) 😜...
Heart-breaking... really...
Tears...
It would be funny really... if it weren't so sad...
It makes me weep...
When the applecart upturns... and the world begins to spin out of control... and the threat looms large of no grip on the handlebars...
The fear of losing it all can really feel like being self threatening...
Like your life depends on it...
That's cause it does...
That fear of free falling...
Their palpable fear of an out of control world...
Knowing fully well that there's nothing I can do...
Hugging them tight with my arms around them...
Even if its in my heart...
Loving them...
'Cause most times they physically put up invisible iron barriers tha shut them in...
In an attempt to keep themselves safe...
They shut all love and light out...
So nothing goes out and nothing comes in...
Even as I watch all their attempts to numb the pain...
And yet I sing... sing... sing...
And songs flow through me...
Constantly...
Of this love divine...
And everyone's stories become your story... un-owned...
Its more like the last hope fading...
Most confuse saintly behaviour and are confounded
The "sage-y" ness... itself a mentally fabricated myth...
When there's not even nothing there...
Yes I see a lot posting on fb that if all your "karma" acts weren't cleared up and the soul ( 😜 ) purified... ( whatever the heck that means...😂 ) and if the s*** didn't smell of lavender
All escape routes of being human... shut...
And endless efforts to transcend the dream...
Scratching at imaginary walls...
Till your nails bleed...
Ideas of enlightenment...
Forget enlightenment...
Ideas of how life should be...
More ideas of perfection...
No pain... no suffering... no sickness... no death...
Even when we see it staring us in the face...
Blissed out... 24×7...
Happy... happy... happy...
Chasing your own tail...
Endlessly...
Tears...
"It's all prison kid...."~~MM
Some behavioural patterns drop away of their own accord
And yet we remain...
Yes... the self remains...
Tears...
Oh how I tried to get rid of the mirage...
The mirage once seen as a mirage... needn't go away...
Such a misperception...
There was nothing there in the first place...
And here we are...
It took years to get used to...
A couple of decades... really... as the fullness seeped in...
At its own sweet pace... lol...
It's simply a conceptual idea people have in their heads....
Some even start to get angry about it...
As they can't understand it...
And can't stand that feeling...
And there is fear...
That accompanies the slipping handholds...
When the mind finds itself unable to grasp what is seen as its life line...
And the mind can't grasp this emptiness...
Or wrap its clinging tentacles around this no-thingness...
It is the grasping...
And without it...
It is not...
And fears its own demise...
And yet I feel their pain...
And hear the call for love...
In the unsaid words... of...
If you were such and such...
Or not so and so...
Then I'd not feel what I feel...
And be other than who I'm being...
Tears...
And love simply flows...
Even as I know...
That there's nothing anyone can do to manipulate or improve the dream...
There's simply nothing and no one there to defend...
And cannot be grasped with the mind...
No person gets realised...
It truly is an empty bauble...
Under the mental fabrication there's not even nothing there...
And yet this is the only place a you or me exist...
And live and love and dance and sing...
And yes that is the realization...
Yes... we've heard it always said... "the enlightened one"...
Whether in reference to the Buddha... Krishna... or the Christ...
All the references made by those who believe themselves to be a person...
I did too at first... when I sat at the feet of the guru...
When the solidity of this falls through... the belief in a person...
There was simply no one there... or here...
And yet the self continues...
Looking back... I wouldn't have changed a thing...
Not that I could have... lol...
The beauty of even the quest... like a rose bud unfolding...
Simply...
This...
This...
This...
Tears...
~~Monica Dayakar
~~13/03/2017
Tuesday, March 10, 2026
Jean Klein - What is this self Who am I?
𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐖𝐡𝐨 𝐚𝐦 𝐈?
Your real nature is stillness, light, expansion without center or periphery. It is unconditioned being, love. But you do not see it for you are a prisoner of your imagination and of second-hand information. You have enclosed yourself in a universe of concepts and beliefs. The ego is only a function, and to identify with it is a lack of true vision. Thoughts, feelings and actions appear in succession before the witness, leaving their imprint in your brain. Recalling them makes you believe in a continuity which is actually non-existent. But memory is a present thought, thoughts of the past occur in the present. In reality there is only presence, non-dual consciousness. We mistakenly take ourselves to be this or that, but there is only the true "I am" beyond time and space.
What is the real nature of the mistake I have made?
Desiring something which is nothing but an illusion, which has no foundation whatsoever; being afraid of truth, which is pure awareness free of thought.
Why would I be afraid of truth?
Because truth is life and you are afraid of living. You take yourself for an object which is born and dies, and you fear dying because you do not know life. It is only an object which is afraid and this object tries by all means to free itself. See that the effort to become free belongs to the belief in an object. The moment you see it turn your head and look behind.













