Questioner: You have realized reality. Can you tell us what God is?
Krishnamurti:
How do you know, if I may ask, that I have realized? If you are aware
that I have realized, then you also must have realized. To know is to be
a partaker in knowledge. You also must experience to have an
understanding of the experience. Besides, what does it matter if I have
or have not realized? Is not what I am saying the truth? Even if I have
not realized, as you call it, am I not speaking the truth? A man who
worships another, even though he has realized, is worshipping for his
gain, and so he will not find reality; he who worships those who have
realized is giving himself over to authority, which is ever blinding,
and so he will never find reality. It is not at all important, for the
purposes of understanding, who has and who has not realized, though
tradition says to the contrary. All that you can do is to keep company
with good men, which is difficult, for the good are rare. The good are
those who are not after some personal gain, who are not seeking
advantage, who neither possess nor are possessed. You idealize him who
has realized in the hope of gain, which creates a false relationship,
and communion is only possible where there is love. In all these talks
and discussions, we do not love each other; you are on the defensive and
so afraid, you want something from me - knowledge, an experience, and
so on - which indicates that there is no love. The desire to gain breeds
authority, which is not only blinding but becomes the means of
exploitation. Where there is love there is understanding; where there is
love it is of little significance who has or who has not realized.
Since
your heart has withered, God, the idea, has become all-important. You
want to know God as you have lost the song in your heart, and you pursue
the singer. Can the singer give you the song of your heart? He may
teach you how to sing but he cannot give you the song. You may know the
steps of a dance, but if there is no dance in your heart, you move
mechanically. You do not know love if you are pursuing a gain, if you
are searching out a result, an achievement. A man who loves has no
ideal, but the man who has an ideal or the desire to achieve an ideal
has no love. Beauty is not an ideal, an achievement; it is the reality
of the now, not of tomorrow. Love understands the unknown; then the
supreme is. But concerning it there is no word, for no word can measure
it.
Love is its own eternity. Without love, there is no happiness;
if there were love, you would not seek happiness in things, in family,
in ideals, and then these things would have their right value. Because
we do not love, you seek happiness in God. It is an investment in God,
in the hope of happy returns. You want me to tell you what reality is.
Can the immeasurable be measured by words? Can you catch the wind in
your fist? If you formulate that which is the real, is that the real?
When the unknown is translated into the known, it ceases to be the
eternal. Yet you hunger after it. You crave to know for the continuance
of yourself. You do not allow yourself to be aware of what is - the
turmoil, the strife, the pain, the degradation - but long to escape from
what is. Why do you not give your whole attention to what is, be aware
of it, without condemnation or identification? In understanding the
knowable, there comes tranquillity, not induced or enforced, but that
silence which is creative emptiness in which alone reality can come into
being. The becoming is incapable of receiving the real. In
understanding what is, there is being. Then reality is not in the
distance, the unknown is not far off, it is in what is. As the answer is
in the problem, the reality is in what is. In the awareness of what is,
there is truth, and it is truth that liberates, and not your striving
to be free. Reality is not far, but we give it distance as a means of
self-continuity. The timeless is the now, and it cannot be understood by
him who is caught in the net of time. Meditation is for thought to free
itself from time. Complete action, and not continuous action, is
meditation. When the mind understands the process of continuity, memory -
memory which is not only the factual but the psychological - there
comes into being creative freedom. In continuity there is death, and in
ending there is renewal.
Read more of Krishnamurti's Talks Madras India 1947 Here
Read more of Krishnamurti's Talks Madras India 1947 Here
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